For the past month, I haven't been a writer

... Or have I? Here's what I've been up to and what I've learned.

For the past month, I haven’t been a writer.

Now, don’t get me wrong. There’s been writing a’plenty. One memorable Sunday had me pound out 2,500 words. I’ve sent out invoices. I jotted down possible story ideas. I’ve coached other writers. I’ve made note of some editors I want to follow up with. But writing hasn’t been my main bread and butter.

I’ve been working hearty part-time hours with Elections Canada for the past month, training poll staff. I did a similar role with Elections Ontario back in February, and while that was similar work and it kept me busy, this round of electoral work feels a bit different. The training time is a bit longer. There are a few more rounds of students. And I’m more experienced.

For the past month, I’ve been an instructor first and a writer second. And it’s been interesting.

To my great surprise, I’ve LIKED being in a physical office and around coworkers. I thought I would struggle to work anywhere but my cozy coffee, but it turns out I can adapt pretty quickly, and it was a nice change of pace. It’s nice to have an office kitchen, coworkers who bring in cookies, and cheerful company. I even liked the lengthy commute - for the most part. I’ve made my way through several audiobooks this winter and spring.

It’s also been wonderful to NOT have to worry about everything. On the one hand, I’m worried in a general sense —I really hope the problems with the computer work out, and I am concerned when a colleague struggles with something. But on the other hand, I am much NOT concerned when supplies are delayed or estimates aren’t available, not how I am when it’s MY business, my project, my responsibility. And I appreciate that someone else decides what I must do. I don’t have to manage myself. I don’t have to schedule myself. I don’t have to ponder which task I am doing on which day. I just turn up and get to work.

Best of all — you might want to sit down for this news — I’ve been paid. Paid with money! On time! On a regular schedule! All I have to do to get this pay is do the work I said I would do, fill out a simple timesheet and hand it over to a friendly finance clerk who simply says, “Thank you.” What a time to be alive!

I don’t think I’d like a full-time schedule like this to have your work revolve around ONE BIG DAY. I imagine wedding planners and festival coordinators would have much in common with election staff. It’s been very interesting to step outside my usual routine and experience employee life for a bit. However, I surprised myself today by realizing I’m keen to return to full-time writing life. I miss a more sedate schedule. I miss the sense of possibility that comes with brainstorming a bunch of stories at once. I even miss pitching. I didn’t know that was possible!

Will this experience make me a better writer?